I am a disgrace to the name of this blog. I use this blog journal to vent far too much. New goal: have more positive thoughts...after this rant haha. I need to love people more. I just get angry at people who are more socially inclined and more publicly talented than I. I am thinking of someone at my school who is a great athlete and is popular and good-looking and grrr. I mean, there are just some people who sneeze, and everyone pats 'em on the back, you know? Like people have this preconceived idea that they're the greatest thing since sliced bread, and thus, everything they say is funny. Everything they say is accepted.
In case you're confused, this is me, an average juvenile, struggling to grasp the concept of popularity. I'm starting to realize that popularity is not only being liked; it is an infatuation because once someone proves themselves to be worthy of likeability, people begin assuming things about the person and filling in the gaps with their own ideals of perfection. I'm probably all wrong with this, but, I just need to get my thoughts out.
This is so bad. Why do I have to be jealous? This is simply me listening to the adversary once again and reiterating my own inadequacy instead of focusing on the talents and gifts that God has generously given to me that I should be thankful for.
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